I am making a change. Hopefully for the better, but who can tell?
I've always recorded my thoughts on this or that because I've no one to share them with. No one I trust. I don't much trust this idea of the internet either, but at least my thoughts won't be static anymore.
I've always been afraid of understanding from other people. I don't want it. I don't need it. And I'm not sure if I want anyone to read this either. I'm not going to advertise this, and if no one reads it, all the better.
But some part of me hopes that these words will reach someone.
And I hope it matters.
